Read on only if you are willing to take full responsibility for your life and well-being, knowing that it will not be an easy road. That sometimes it will hurt almost unbearably. You will feel lost, restless, abandoned.<\/p>\n
Only if you are done living from fear and insecurity and feeling uncomfortable on a regular basis, read on. If you want real, lasting change in your life.<\/p>\n
My experience is that as I became more conscious and acted less from my learned conditioning, things did not get easier. That initially I started feeling more, including the dips, full of emotions, more than before. Not always pleasant, with much inner and also external rejection.<\/p>\n
That I began to see more, patterns in myself, conditioned behavior of others, my own behavior. And there was no turning back. And as I changed, my environment adapted, or vice versa. I gained new friends, lost contact with old friends. Jobs no longer fit, partners no longer fit, hobbies no longer fit. Sometimes nothing fit anymore and I was in a black hole. But the new always suited the new Kees. Wonderful how that was always the case. And it just happened. I only had to observe. Which, of course, I didn’t always do in the beginning. Then I was still busy checking.<\/p>\n
Until my BodyMind felt safer with all that more feeling and more awareness. Then came more frequent and deeper peace. A benevolent tranquility. What a way to go, that“project<\/em> Kees”!<\/em><\/p>\n “A mind expanded does not retract”<\/span><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Read on only if you are willing to take full […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[622],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15149","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-book"],"yoast_head":"\n