Who am I, or am I a what?
Defense system, security system I call IK, ego.
I am not a permanence. I am a situational response from an algorithm attached to this body.
Everything is reaction to the first primal pain of a life-threatening all-encompassing loneliness.
Primal pain is neurotic fear of death. Together I can survive. Being alone is dead. Never feeling alone again. Attachment styles. . Nutrition! Warmth is shelter. Touch is clothing. Is also heat. Weird cocktail of primal motivations.
Telling something about resistance of ego. Preferred cognitive. Preference for the familiar. Prefer risk aversion it’s scary enough. Something about inner-critic of Richard.
I am perception of my state of security. By state, the content and focus and emotions of and intensity of those emotions vary.
Language around I is defense system related. What language is there when there is no neurotic disturbed defense. Is there a descriptive language then? Verbs only bv?
