What happened to me in my life is behind me. I have developed behaviors, opinions, experiences because at one time things happened that I had no control over and I was incapable of acting on. Where I felt hehelaaml alone and converted that untenability into appropriate behavior. To keep me (seemingly) safe. Which caused me, for example, to close myself off to others or behave “strangely.
Knowing that now, I cannot deny that I am fully responsible for my own life and my development. That medication, addictions, Netflixing, blaming others are not the way forward. That I take full responsibility for my pain and for my grief.
That I sit in the middle of the fire and wait for all the pain to burn away. That if there is anyone worth fighting for, trying anything that might work, it is for myself. And if I improve myself, even if just a little bit every day then I can be there more for others. That’s not a sacred must then but that will come naturally. Try it and let me know if it doesn’t work.
Check out this video from Nightbirde.
You can’t wait until life is not hard anymore before you decide to be happy
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